friend,
i'm sorry ):
i'd be pretty mad too if i were him.

prom's giving me sucha headache, i hope everything'll go well next tuesday.

on another note, i'm really looking forward to the class bbq at wy's place (:
and manutd's top of their champions league table, sweeeeet.

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY LEONGAHTING! <3
thanks for having been the most wonderful friend (:
it was great fun; the 'surprise' at an unearthly time in the morning, lazing in the living rm doing nothing, going crazy at kbox, steamboat dinner at her house... :D

i wish we could remain 18 forever.
18 seems like just the right age for everything- legal, unrestrained yet able to rationalise...
sometimes i cannot imagine what life'd be like a few yrs down the road; will we still have the same best friends, will we like our jobs, will we be able to make better and wiser decisions and all?

digressing a little, i'm dead tired and my eyes are telling me to not be an idiot and go to sleep, but everything else tells me to watch the manutd-sporting lisbon match that's starting in 10 mins time.

i wonder how long more i can/should keep deceiving myself and everybody else.

isn't it ironic that the only thing that's constant in this world is change?
sometimes i think i fear change.

on another note,
sometimes my dad rocks cos he buys munchy donuts and benandjerry's for us (okay so most of the time i finish 90 percent of it), and treats us to cafe cartel out of the blue (:
sometimes he doesn't rock cos he refuses to sponsor my $168 ticket to jaychou's concert on jan18 ):

after the trip to chijmes last night with old and new friends alike, the whole table of the 6 of us (all manutd fans at that) watching manutd lose to bolton ): , i found out that:

1. my tolerance for alcohol is as low as the morale of roy keane's men must probably have been after getting thrashed 7-1 by everton
2. i won't be surprised if the whole population of s'pore turns out to be interlinked when jl's gd friend is actually my friend's cousin and.. etcetera
3. guys can make friends with each other easily, just like that (provided they have the same interest, like football in this case)
4. the england guys really do play better for their respective clubs than for their country; just look at the performance of ppl like gerrard, lampard, wright-phillips and.. scott carson

anyway, now manutd are 3 points behind arsenal, and arsenal still have a game in hand ):. i wonder why ronaldo was rested, considering that the midwk champions league match with sporting lisbon is, well, relatively less impt since manutd have alrdy qualified. so we all left disappointed, but nonetheless twas fun.

and, it was really pretty too. (:

do you know what it feels like?

1. ktv at katong shopping centre today was good, company of the s06 gang even better, even though the place was, uh, small and dingy and full of, yeah. and, so much cheaper than kbox. (:

after the guys left, we went high and got excited over the very new english songs, only to find that the MVs were all of waves crashing and sexy ladies running down the beach/along the park, lol. okay, except the justin timberlake ones.

2. met up with the family for dinner at night at the interchange, where this crazy old hag totally ruined the image of singaporeans (okay the not kiasu, not.. whatever good image we're supposed to have) by quarrelling with another family over the most trivial of matters. and we met a few other crazy people at the pasar malam. my brother and i conclude that bedok is full of weirdos and crazy people. and they appear especially at night.

3. wasted my time watching england play rubbish against croatia on wednesday night, at the wembley at that, they only needed a draw after israel gave them a glimmer of hope and they had to go and lose. they totally don't deserve a place, and good riddance of mcclaren luh.

4. i think i must be crazy, but here i am, still playing neopets when it's alrdy half past three in the wee hours of a saturday morning.

1. the A's been over for about five days, but it still feels weird to not be rushing home to accompany my notes everyday
2. The Gameplan at Shaw Lido yesterday with ym, subway cookiesss, rocking hard chocolate icecream, and blistered feet
3. muttons at midnight are still great company, though late night mugging sessions are long gone
4. very looking forward to the return of epl action this weekend :D
5. england against croatia at the Wembley later, but it'll mean sleeping at 6am if i catch it
6. almost thought he was going to break his promise, but thanks for calling (:
7. wanted to restring the guitar today but i didn't know how, brought it to yamaha at tm, but oddly, there were zero staff who could do it ):
8. i don't like the incessant raining; it's hindering all the plans of going out and jogs at the reservoir, i need to exercise badly
9. archie comics still always make me laugh
10. countless javachip fraps, starbucks sessions, and i want donuts and icecream
11. and i really wonder why...

but most of all, most of all, it's built to last.

it's never too late to start one, is it?
(: